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The growing pains of starting a business

I started my week by telling a client that I could no longer work with him. This was not a fun experience although it helped me to clarify what it is I am willing or not willing to do. What other lessons can I take from this?

  1. Know my business, and when to say no. Ok, this seems straightforward but if you’re like me, a person who has difficulties saying no to projects, this lesson can be elusive. This is especially true for freelance designers and artists, for whom it may be easy to accept projects that they may not normally accept because of a dire need to pay the mortgage and buy groceries. In this case, I accepted a project before I completed my business plan (I confess I’m still not finished with it) — and before truly asking the question, “Does this project fit in with the scope of what I want to do?” Initial red flags came up that I ignored, and ultimately, not trusting my instincts was my biggest mistake.
  2. Manage time efficiently. I suspect that this will always be a challenge, but it is important that I manage my time well. I said goodbye to one client, and by the end of the week, found myself with two clients who are anxious to get their site up. I am currently in a state of transition that has me keenly aware of how valuable my time is. Some ideas:
    • Track quantifiable time: it may sound obvious but this was a challenge with the client I am no longer working with (I was on a commission basis and for reasons that are now clear to me, I will not do any commission work)
    • Give myself actual working hours: this is really no different from a 9 to 5 job, and again, this may seem obvious but it is a challenge for the small business person.
  3. Take better care of the boss. What does this have to do with starting a business? Well, if I am to be my own boss, I can’t afford to have my body give out on me. I’ve been nursing my lower back all week and this has kept me from doing any work. Sitting in front of a computer is not the best activity for my lower back right now, but neither is hiking or swimming. I enjoy all these activities and it has been tough to stay away from the computer, the hiking trails, and the pool. Yes, I’ve gone to the doctor but hopefully, this will resolve itself very soon without the use of prescribed drugs (though they’ve really helped!). And yes, the title of this post was a pun intended!

I’m sure I’ll revisit these topics in further detail as my journey continues to unfold.

Drawing lessons from life

gesture drawing 1My first life drawing class in six or more years took place this week. I’d forgotten, for better or worse, how fun it really is to observe and draw from life. We spent close to two hours making gesture drawings from one-minute poses. The third hour was devoted to five and ten minute poses.

At this point, my lack of practice shows through in the lines and marks I make on paper. Drawing is a discipline, just like playing an instrument, and after a seven-year break from drawing, I shouldn’t be surprised at the hesitation I saw in some of my lines.

However, I can always remind myself of the lessons I wish to take away on my first day back in the drawing studio:

  1. Remain unattached to the results. This means not getting caught up in the desire to make a pretty picture. This means focusing on what I see and realizing that the marks I create on paper represent my interpretation of that figure at that moment in time.
  2. Learn from others around me. The beauty of this class is that I am surrounded by folks who have been drawing from the figure for many years. I can either view them as a threat, because their pictures are prettier than mine, or I can view them as masters who can share their experience with me. And, there’s the first lesson to remember…
  3. Have fun. Right, yes, I remember. Having fun is a big part of the reason why I draw. I actually enjoy it!

Though I’m discouraging myself from getting attached to the results, I do want to share the drawing I found to be most successful in capturing the essence of the pose, the one included in this post. Unfortunately, I don’t have a scanner that can handle 18×24 sheets of paper, and between the poor lighting, my digital camera, and photoshop, what you see is the best result.

It will be interesting to see how my drawing progresses through the next several months.

Steve Irwin, a man who made his own path

Irwin Family with stuffed crocoI have deep admiration for people who do what they love and love what they do.

Steve Irwin, aka Crocodile Hunter, was one of those individuals who created his own path in life. He died today in an unfortunate accident.

I find myself asking why I feel so affected by his death, and I think the reason is that he was so passionate about what he did. He was authentic and genuine, and truly LIVED life to the fullest. And to the day he died, he remained true to himself.

I think ultimately, we all strive to find the Steve Irwins in us, the little kid who refuses to grow up, the person inside who knows that life is more than just sitting in a cubicle, that life is about living and ultimately dying, to the fullest.

His death is a reminder to me that our time here is temporary. It’s a wake up call for me to stay on course, or at least to keep on trying.

Launching this blog/site with a list

I begin with a list I wrote in my journal one sleepless night this week. It’s a list of ways to improve the quality of my life (not in any particular order):

    • Draw, observe, and really SEE. Not because I want pretty pictures, but because the ability to SEE and observe is the true payoff. Once upon a time, 10 years ago, when I was drawing consistently, I was seeing in this way. From what I recall, it was pretty damn amazing.
    • Meditate. Sit zazen, and really stick to it. Zazen grounded me in a way that I notice when I am not practicing zazen. These last six years have been very long without that solid grounding.
    • Refuse to let fear stop me. Breathe, and proceed. Ten years ago, fear never stopped me. I would ask myself then, “What is the worst possible thing that could happen? And what are the chances that worst case scenario would occur?” The answer was always slim to none. Breathe, and proceed.
    • Be honest, but kind, to myself and others. It’s basic and it’s simple.
    • Wealth is a mindset. That’s the lesson, among many, to learn from living in Santa Fe. This will be the year I begin to manifest wealth in the Bay Area.
    • Laugh more. Have fun. Get out often. See art, go to openings, and really enjoy life.
    • Blog from the heart. Because I am passionate about my calling, whatever that may be – creativity, art, community – that’s why it’s called Creative Path Studio.
    • Surround myself with others who have the same values as me. People who enjoy their lives and what they do for a living have infectious energy.
    • Stay positive. Optimism can and has truly taken me far.
    • Do what I love. Love what I do. And maybe that means loving a number of endeavors, not just one.