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Media Diary Entry #1

Note: I will occasionally use this blog for my assignments in my Principles of Digital Multimedia class. From the syllabus:

This seminar class examines the historical and conceptual basis of multimedia; and the central role of creative process and interactive narrative in multimedia expression. We will also survey the nature of sound and light, human perception of and digital representation of media as well as the devices and methods of capturing, transporting, storing, displaying, and distributing multimedia.

The Assignment is to post to a Media Diary: At least twice a week write out a diary entry on your personal interactions with media. Mindfulness and self-aware observation is the focus of this exercise.

This is my first entry.

I began this evening’s entry in my personal (handwritten, non-digital, aka paper) journal, and quickly found myself wanting to blog about it. That alone says something about this assignment. Why did I leave my journal and jump to my blog? Mindful awareness of media in my daily life – ask questions: why do I choose certain media over another in a given moment? I find it interesting that I have a small chest of personal diaries dating back to when I was in the sixth grade! And since my arrival in the Bay Area in 2000, I have only filled one journal. That is definitely another topic to think about.

Ok, back to the reasons I chose to blog instead: in my journal, I was writing about magazines. I was getting ready to go to bed when it dawned on me that I like to read in bed before falling asleep. However, I began to wonder why it was only magazines that I read in bed?

I wrote in my journal:

My choice in literature is not in books but in magazines — magazines that I received as free subscriptions in lieu of those Northwest Airlines miles that I knew I would never use. So I thought – why not? I subscribed to Outside, The Economist, Newsweek, Simple, Rolling Stone; and out of the blue, we started receiving The New Yorker. We suspect this was a gift subscription but we’ve never been able to find out from whom this gift came.

Well, that list of magazines certainly says something about who I am; I should probably also add that Jon gets Motorcycle Consumer News, Sportrider, and Automobile. That says quite a bit about him as well…

Do I actually read all these journals? Nope. I would say that I toss about half of them into the recycling bin, though I do try to at least open them before I fall asleep in bed. But thinking about these magazines made me wonder when it was that I last read a book?

That question is what lead me to blog about this assignment instead of continuing in my personal journal. Blogging about this assignment would give me immediate access to information. I could do things like link to the book, and the author. It felt more immediate to link then to have to handwrite my explanation about this author.

I find myself going on so many tangents, and why do these thoughts always occur in the middle of the night?

Back to the book.

The last time I read a book from front to back was during the camping trip Jon and I took in August, when I promised him that I would not bring my laptop. [See, I could link to the pictures from our trip - I can't do that in my journal.] When you’re in the middle of nowhere, no electricity, just a campfire, your choices are limited. I brought media with me during this trip. We had our camera, my sketchbooks and drawing supplies, magazines (yes), and books.

The book was Assassination Vacation by Sarah Vowell. Wow! Fascinating and entertaining – filled with trivia and random facts. Did you know that Robert Todd Lincoln, Abe’s oldest son, aka Jinxsy McDeath, was present or in the near vicinity of three presidential assassinations? I did not know that prior to this book!

I find it quite appropriate that Sarah Vowell would be the author of the last book I read, considering that she is a great example of a multimedia artist. For those who do not know, not only is Sarah Vowell a writer, but she was also the voice of Violet Parr of Pixar’s The Incredibles, and is a regular contributor to This American Life, a radio program that airs on National Public Radio, which also launched in television format this year. Their website contains podcasts of the radio programs (their stories are always interesting – I particularly like the Break Up song episode) and the TV episodes are available on iTunes.

MULTIMEDIA is everywhere!

What is all this doing for me right now – or doing to me?? Is it adding to the quality of my life? Is it giving me more happiness? I’m yawning, I’m tired, my wrist feels sore, it’s 1 AM, and yet, here I am feeling compelled to continue this entry.

Is this a problem?

Media Diary Entry: Post from Actual Journal

This is actually the first post to my media diary.

Graduate School, Santa Fe Etchers, & Motorcycles

Let the Fun Begin at The Multimedia Graduate Program at CSU East Bay!

I’ve spent the entire weekend doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Ok, that’s not exactly true; I’ve been sitting on the couch watching movies – and, yes, I did take the dogs out for their hikes. But the point is, I did very little work, as I am anticipating that life will become very busy with the start of graduate school this week. I am very excited!

The classes I am taking this quarter include Principles of Digital Multimedia, Business Basics in Multimedia (I can share a lesson or two in this class), Animation for the Web, and a weekly forum of guest lecturers and speakers from private industry. It all starts Tuesday! Woo hoo!

100 Santa Fe Etchers

I’ve also learned that I will be a part of a book that will feature the printmakers of the Santa Fe Etching Club of which I am a member (once a member, always a member!). I was very active in the club when I lived in Santa Fe; I wrote a bit about my experiences in a previous post. I am very excited and honored to be included in the book, which is due to come out in December.

The print that was chosen for the book is called Prayer. Here it is below:
prayer

Jon’s Track Days

Ok, this last paragraph is really all about Jon and the fun he’s been having at his track days. It’s an addictive hobby for him, and based on the photos, he sure looks like he’s having a great time!
Photo by Gotbluemilk.com

If you haven’t already, check out the recent photos taken by gotbluemilk.com, of my honey riding really fast around Thunderhill Race Track in Willows, CA.

Sculpture, freelance design, & grad school (oh my!)

It’s time for that monthly update to let you all know why I only post once a month (if I’m lucky).

Reason Number One:

I took a sculpture class this summer. Yes, on top of every other commitment I’ve made, I decided it was high time to use my hands instead of my computer. First thing I made was an elephant. Of course.

This was followed by the monk’s head, which evolved from the difficulty I was having in making decent eyes and eyeballs. I thought, why not solve that problem by closing them lids!

Elephant sculpture Monk's head

Elephant Sculpture

Reason Number Two:

In addition to working almost full-time at the University, I continue to remain busy as a contractor for Masterpiece Manager. I’ve been working on a wonderful project with an awesome client. Once that site is done, I shall plug that site continuously as it is truly a beautiful site. I also have another pending project that I hope to complete soon.

Reason Number Three:

I was busy applying to Cal State University East Bay’s Multimedia Program, to which I was accepted! So if I thought I was busy now. . . I am so excited to learn more and actually make websites come alive with audio, video, and cool things like interactivity. And I hope to expand my repertoire beyond websites. I’m so looking forward to it!

Reason Number Four:

Siwa

diemos

phobos

sammy

(I just really wanted to put their pictures up.)

Jon and I are off to a long camping trip this week, then off to beautiful Lake Faucherie for my birthday!

Making a living from drawing (or whatever calls to you)

A visitor to my site recently emailed me to ask this question:

Is drawing and making a living doing it, dead..? Is it nothing more than a pipe dream..?

I want to share my response because the issues of self-doubt and discouragement that he brings up are so relevant to many individuals who are trying to heed their calling. Here was my response to him:

Thanks for writing and sharing your experiences with me. In many ways I understand where you are coming from though I have not had the misfortune of meeting people who have discouraged me so bluntly. The only thing I can say about people like the instructor and writer you met is to pass on a quote I read somewhere: “Those who don’t follow their dreams discourage others from following their dream.”

It’s easy to internalize what these people have to say especially when one’s own doubts already exist. I’m just as guilty of this but I try not to listen to people like them. I try to remember the quote above and continue on as though I have not been affected by their words.

The short answer to your question is yes, it is possible to make a living from doing what you love, from drawing. I know this because I have met and become friends with people who are already making a good living from drawing, and from being an artist in general. I sought these folks out intentionally because I knew I could learn from them. I think it is important to be surrounded by people who can be role models. Just as it is true that people who don’t follow their dreams discourage you from following yours, those who are following their calling, encourage everyone they meet to do the same. Take a look at the work of some of the artists who are making a good living from their art and who I was fortunate enough to meet: Sherrie McGraw, David Leffel, Michael Bergt, Star York, Donna Howell-Sickles and Jeff Brock. These are just some of the people I met when I lived in Santa Fe. It took having to move to a place where I was surrounded by artists to get that inspiration.

I think the biggest lesson that I have yet still to learn is that there is no one formula to becoming an artist. Each of these folks I met found their own paths. I think you have to do the same and you must be persistent. Just keep doing what you love and don’t let anyone’s words discourage you. Just keep drawing. Move to a place where you are surrounded by like-minded people who will encourage you. The one thing you need to have to follow your dreams is courage. Take risks and dare to defy the people who told you that you couldn’t make it as an artist.

In the meantime, here’s an online community that I think you will find inspiration from: http://www.dannygregory.com/. He runs a yahoo group called Everyday Matters where ordinary folks encourage each other to keep drawing and stay creative. I’ve also recently discovered the writings of Robert Fritz. He writes about creativity from a perspective that I find refreshing. It’s worth a read just to cleanse yourself from the words of those toxic people in your life. Here are some quotes from his book that I wrote in my blog: http://creativepathstudio.com/blog/2007/05/30/liberating-thoughts/

I hope my words helped. I certainly don’t have the answers and I still struggle at times to stay true to my own calling. But I think in the end you will find that your dream will continue to pester you until you’ve given it your full attention. It will not go away regardless of how many times you let yourself be talked out of it because of other people’s words. You have to at least try, even if it takes your whole life to make it a reality.